May 21, 2008 16:54
I never thought I would be one to get the wedding jitters. But I think I might have them. The wedding is only 3 1/2 weeks away, and it's either just starting to kick in, or I'm just feeling hormonal and jittery today. Which happens sometimes, so maybe that's the case. I just start thinking girl things like, maybe there being too many people on the guest list, Steve not getting the ring that I wanted, my dress not coming out like I wanted, are signs that it's not meant to be or something. Bad omens or something. Sure, I know that I've always thought about things like that too much, maybe put a little too much weight on them, it's just something that I have a tendency to think about I guess. I just tend to notice "coincidences". But at the same time, there's so many things I've been very lucky to get too. Like being able to have the wedding at the Lawrences, having an AWESOME photographer do my photos for really cheap, having one of my friends do the bachelorette party, having my cousin do the flowers for me even though she's in Arizona...etc...etc... *Le sigh* I think too much. I know. But...it's just the way I am.
Didn't help either that when I met the guys from Rishloo last night and said I was getting married in June, they were like "Why are you doing THAT?!" Ha ha... Course one of them quiped for me, "Cause she's in loooove!" Ha ha... It was pretty funny.