Jan 09, 2008 11:41
Well, I need to exercise. I've gained weight. A lot more than I'm comfortable with too. So I wrote Steve to ask if he'll work out with me in the mornings. I got the idea that we can just go for walk/jogs in the morning, as well as do some push ups and sit ups. My motivation would be a lot better with someone else working out with me, and especially my sweetie. He's a good motivator. Plus then we wouldn't have to spend on an expensive gym membership right now. I was thinking about getting a gym membership, but if I have Steve to walk with me, then I can in my area. I wouldn't want to by myself when it's dark, and that's the only time that I have. It's Seattle, and rather iffy around my area. So no walking alone at dark for me! Not cause I'm scared, but because I'm not stupid. Ha ha...
I feel incredibly guilty too, cause I have let my room fall apart. It's a mess! Steve gets frustrated with it occasionally. I can see he tries not to, but he does. I cleaned my desk, and I need to get the rest cleaned as well. Time to get rid of lots of stuff. I just want to throw it all away. But I guess some of it might be useful to other people, so might as well make a goodwill run or something. Anyway, my point is, I need to work on getting my shit together. It's hard to come home from 9 hours at work to do more work at home, I just want to make dinner, eat, and then read a book or watch tv or play WoW. But I can't keep doing that, cause I don't have time on the weekends usually to keep my place clean. So during the week is the only time. Blargh. If I get rid of half of my stuff, perhaps it will be a lot easier...