Dec 18, 2004 05:37
Dude. It's five thirty in the morning, and I'm still all but wide awake. I don't understand it, and I don't like it. I can't live like this. How am I going to function if I get another job? Certainly can't work first shift like this, would have to at least go to second, and I don't want to have to do that.
Are all these sleep issues related to my routine? My depression? My anxiety? My medication? And when I do finally get to sleep, the sounds of the day keep me tossing and turning and I don't actually get any real rest.
Have I mentioned that I hate this time of year? Only like twelve million times, right? Well, if anyone has any ideas on how to make it better, feel free to let me know, 'cause this is getting ridiculous.....