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well, it didn't start out to be a good day. i woke up in a really bad mood and it didn't look like it would get any better. somehow it did though. i just think too much, thats my problem. everything is analyzed until i find myself even analyzing why i'm anaylizing anything to begin with. whew. and then i finally come to the conclusion that i'm completely and totally screwed up beyond repair. hopelessly hopeless seems to be the new motto in times like these, which, are becoming all too frequent. i need a vacation... yea thats it, a vacation. ok road trip, who's goin? pile in!...no not really. it'll prolly be a long time till i get a vacation. something about work before play. it'll get better, it has to. no one can be misplaced for ever. that's also my new conclusion: i'm not lost...just misplaced.
now dont get the idea that everything is bad and i have nothing to shoot for. forbid that idea from your brains. i have an unbelievable girlfriend, awesome friends, and big goals. i'm happy.
so hallie saw her first "family guy" last night. bola almost threw a fit when he heard she'd never seen it. so we watched a couple followed by gremlins.
hallie, i wont see you for a few days again... sad. but i'll miss you and be praying for you and obviously call you.
goodbye to you all....
now dont get the idea that everything is bad and i have nothing to shoot for. forbid that idea from your brains. i have an unbelievable girlfriend, awesome friends, and big goals. i'm happy.
so hallie saw her first "family guy" last night. bola almost threw a fit when he heard she'd never seen it. so we watched a couple followed by gremlins.
hallie, i wont see you for a few days again... sad. but i'll miss you and be praying for you and obviously call you.
goodbye to you all....