Feb 14, 2009 19:31
I'm so frustrated with Katie right now. She's been a Berlin Wall to me, and I don't know what to do about it. All she's told me is that it's "upsetting to see me with Nathan" because it reminds her "of when she and Donnie broke up." I don't know about anyone else, but It's extremely frustrating to have someone mad at you for something that makes you so happy. It's like she can't separate her emotions from mine. Do I have no right to be happy, just because she fucked her own relationship up? (And yes, I'm in the boat that it was entirely her fault.)
Because Nathan makes me happy. And right now all Katie is succeeding in doing is pissing me off. I was under the impression that today (valentine's day) was supposed to be all about love, and making other people happy. I made her a fucking valentine and brought chocolate. All I get is a grumpy stare and about 3 words. Not anything. After she spent all night somewhere else talking to Shane. I'm not entirely sure what to do about it, but if this continues for much longer, I'll probably blow a gasket.
I've been trying to be understanding, but I'm not sure what more I can do. I'm not willing to do things to make myself miserable. It's like she believes that I should be upset because she is upset. I've never brought her down when she's been having a good day and I've been having a bad one. I can understand that she's miserable and used to like Nathan, but this is really unbecoming.
It's plain frustrating. And she's been demanding chocolate. I don't know if I should confront her, or just not talk to her and leave her alone at all times. Or perhaps wait and see if she becomes more human, or stays off in bitch-land for the foreseeable future. At least I know Jenny (and probably erinne) would side with me on this one.
Tonight I have a date with Nathan for the Viennese ball, and I'm really excited. I just had to put this all down somewhere or I would go mad. I told Jenny about it, and she was surprisingly angry on my behalf. Which was actually nice. But I'm determined to enjoy myself for the rest of the night.