Hello Friends
Guess it's been awhile...
So, what's new...I'm graduating in OMG 50 DAYS.
I'm applying for a job that will take me to the Visalia/Fresno area (can't you just hear the excitement?) Outside of the location, which isn't that bad, I'd love the job.
My grandpa's got stage 4 large cell lung cancer...currently undergoing chemo & radiation...it's metastasized to his spine, so he's in a lot of pain. Not a shock, considering his smoking habit, but still hard. They told me "he might not die OF cancer, but he'll probably die with it." WTF does that mean?
I've been with a guy for about 6 weeks now... met him online (because yes, I have certifiably lost my mind). We've been pretty inseparable since day 1. I'm pretty much stupid happy with this guy...and things have moved fast. I'm happy, and I feel like I'm being smart about it and again we simply fit, but on the other hand, OMG FAST. I have a key to his apartment, toiletries/clothes there, I've got a key to his truck and drove his car to school today. He watches my dog on his days off, met the fam weeks BEFORE I went to his grandma's funeral...get my drift? We pretty much live together. After 6 weeks.
Beginning to get that melancholy/ I've got no friends feeling. I know I've got friends...a lot of them are just friends I don't talk to a lot, because they're far away/have graduated/we're too busy ....I don't really see any of my friends on a hanging out basis anymore. I mean, it's mostly because I'm crazy busy and am barely scraping by financially, but still....beginning to feel alone/like a loner.
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So, what's new...I'm graduating in OMG 50 DAYS.
I'm applying for a job that will take me to the Visalia/Fresno area (can't you just hear the excitement?) Outside of the location, which isn't that bad, I'd love the job.
My grandpa's got stage 4 large cell lung cancer...currently undergoing chemo & radiation...it's metastasized to his spine, so he's in a lot of pain. Not a shock, considering his smoking habit, but still hard. They told me "he might not die OF cancer, but he'll probably die with it." WTF does that mean?
I've been with a guy for about 6 weeks now... met him online (because yes, I have certifiably lost my mind). We've been pretty inseparable since day 1. I'm pretty much stupid happy with this guy...and things have moved fast. I'm happy, and I feel like I'm being smart about it and again we simply fit, but on the other hand, OMG FAST. I have a key to his apartment, toiletries/clothes there, I've got a key to his truck and drove his car to school today. He watches my dog on his days off, met the fam weeks BEFORE I went to his grandma's funeral...get my drift? We pretty much live together. After 6 weeks.
Beginning to get that melancholy/ I've got no friends feeling. I know I've got friends...a lot of them are just friends I don't talk to a lot, because they're far away/have graduated/we're too busy ....I don't really see any of my friends on a hanging out basis anymore. I mean, it's mostly because I'm crazy busy and am barely scraping by financially, but still....beginning to feel alone/like a loner.
You are now up to date.