[god i really don't feel like writing anything here. i don't feel like anything recently at all.]
scanlations are slowly dying. at lest yaoi scanlations. oh well. it's not like i read/watch anymore. which makes me sad and troubled.
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why if a guy (and just for the purpose on this rant i'm focusing on guys, avoiding fucked girls though it's THE SAME) is fucked and then fucks, he emits different kind of noises? when they're fucked they moan, whine, babble. when they fuck it's more of occasional grunts and groans. the difference in sensations between penetrating and being penetrated fascinates me to no end. how does it work? both penetrating and being penetrated falls under sexual pleasure. but they make us react differently. since i can't compare it by myself i always wonder if the sexual pleasure of fucking and the sexual pleasure of being fucked different. if they touch a different set of nerves that makes you feel different and, in consequences, react differently. or does it have more to do with motion? most often, the fucking guy is the one that moves, leaving the fucked one in the position of receiving and taking everything. but even if the fucked one rides his top, it' similar to the "common rule", he loses it more, moans, you just feel the need to move in a particular way. it'll NEVER be not fascinating.
and why is it bottom that's usually more needy, impatient and losing the composure.
why can't i compare.
(found in my tumblr drafts, i really have issues with this topic): i can't get it out of my head (i wish i could): when a guy pushes into you and you feel it, and he feels it, why are the reactions different. why is the pushing one grunting and growling while the bottom moans and whines. i'm going crazy. it fascinates me, how different sexual actions evoke different reactions. how there are different kinds of sexual pleasure that'll be linked with different kinds of reactions. there must be a reason why penetrated ones moans, whine, lose control, and just take it while penetrating are more like "focused on the task". there must be a reason why the actions make it look like bottom one is a whiny mess usually and top is more controlling ad calculating. i know it from my experience. the fact that it's IN you, moving, makes it so easy to just LOSE it, babble and scream. while, apparently, to BE INSIDE doesn't work like that.
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why if a guy (and just for the purpose on this rant i'm focusing on guys, avoiding fucked girls though it's THE SAME) is fucked and then fucks, he emits different kind of noises? when they're fucked they moan, whine, babble. when they fuck it's more of occasional grunts and groans. the difference in sensations between penetrating and being penetrated fascinates me to no end. how does it work? both penetrating and being penetrated falls under sexual pleasure. but they make us react differently. since i can't compare it by myself i always wonder if the sexual pleasure of fucking and the sexual pleasure of being fucked different. if they touch a different set of nerves that makes you feel different and, in consequences, react differently. or does it have more to do with motion? most often, the fucking guy is the one that moves, leaving the fucked one in the position of receiving and taking everything. but even if the fucked one rides his top, it' similar to the "common rule", he loses it more, moans, you just feel the need to move in a particular way. it'll NEVER be not fascinating.
and why is it bottom that's usually more needy, impatient and losing the composure.
why can't i compare.
(found in my tumblr drafts, i really have issues with this topic): i can't get it out of my head (i wish i could): when a guy pushes into you and you feel it, and he feels it, why are the reactions different. why is the pushing one grunting and growling while the bottom moans and whines. i'm going crazy. it fascinates me, how different sexual actions evoke different reactions. how there are different kinds of sexual pleasure that'll be linked with different kinds of reactions. there must be a reason why penetrated ones moans, whine, lose control, and just take it while penetrating are more like "focused on the task". there must be a reason why the actions make it look like bottom one is a whiny mess usually and top is more controlling ad calculating. i know it from my experience. the fact that it's IN you, moving, makes it so easy to just LOSE it, babble and scream. while, apparently, to BE INSIDE doesn't work like that.