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Oh. My. God. WHY DO I ALWAYS DATE SELFISH FUCKING ANTISOCIAL IDIOTS?!?!
Poor Alex is so busy with work. He's so depressed that his grandpa back in Russia died two weeks ago. In fact, he's so busy that he's been able to go snowboarding TWICE in the past week. TWICE!! I can think of much better ways to make use of one's time such as oh, I don't know, VISITING ME?!?! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!! I can count all the time's he's called me on the phone just to talk about things on one hand. Oh wait, that would be zero hands. Because he never has, you know. I sent him a message on Friday via Facebook regarding plans we could make for Valentine's Day and his birthday. He hasn't replied. Even though he logged on an hour ago to update his status to say he is going effing snowboarding!! What the fuck is wrong with him?!
Also, to add proverbial salt to the proverbial wound, the Tokio Hotel concert for the 18th is sold out. But lo and behold, there is another one in the same venue on the 19th! Too bad my Tuesday classes don't end until 6 pm, not counting my Theater Tech lab that goes from 7-10 pm. But I wouldn't have been able to get a ride anyway. Not when Mister SnuggleFUCKHEAD is too busy with snowboarding--I mean work.
Yes, I know I am being selfish. I know I am being narrow minded. I know I'm not being very understanding. I know I don't know the full extent of what is going on with him in his life right now. I know I'm being an evil bitchy horrible girlfriend. But Alicia and I went to the mall on Saturday so that I could buy him his Valentine's Day (shaving cream, after shave balm, and body wash) and birthday (multi-purpose face and body razor--not as expensive as it sounds, believe you me) gifts, plus some sexy lingerie for me (and maybe him if he's good). We almost got fucking stranded because the bus shuttle didn't show up to pick us up! I HAD BETTER GET SOME FUCKING FLOWERS!!
Unfortunately, the lingerie looks horrible on me because my stomach has inexplicably expanded since I got back to college. It's fucking disgusting and I have difficulty fitting into some of my pants. And NO, I AM NOT PREGNANT!! Unless that was a week-long miscarriage, I definitely got my period!! I think I just gained some weight due either to my diet or the Pill. I need to go to the gym or something, though I must say I am eating two servings of fruit per day (a vast improvement) and am trying to cut back on portions (not really working). Ugh.
Am investing in miracle fast hair growth solution. Let's see if this works.
Poor Alex is so busy with work. He's so depressed that his grandpa back in Russia died two weeks ago. In fact, he's so busy that he's been able to go snowboarding TWICE in the past week. TWICE!! I can think of much better ways to make use of one's time such as oh, I don't know, VISITING ME?!?! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!! I can count all the time's he's called me on the phone just to talk about things on one hand. Oh wait, that would be zero hands. Because he never has, you know. I sent him a message on Friday via Facebook regarding plans we could make for Valentine's Day and his birthday. He hasn't replied. Even though he logged on an hour ago to update his status to say he is going effing snowboarding!! What the fuck is wrong with him?!
Also, to add proverbial salt to the proverbial wound, the Tokio Hotel concert for the 18th is sold out. But lo and behold, there is another one in the same venue on the 19th! Too bad my Tuesday classes don't end until 6 pm, not counting my Theater Tech lab that goes from 7-10 pm. But I wouldn't have been able to get a ride anyway. Not when Mister SnuggleFUCKHEAD is too busy with snowboarding--I mean work.
Yes, I know I am being selfish. I know I am being narrow minded. I know I'm not being very understanding. I know I don't know the full extent of what is going on with him in his life right now. I know I'm being an evil bitchy horrible girlfriend. But Alicia and I went to the mall on Saturday so that I could buy him his Valentine's Day (shaving cream, after shave balm, and body wash) and birthday (multi-purpose face and body razor--not as expensive as it sounds, believe you me) gifts, plus some sexy lingerie for me (and maybe him if he's good). We almost got fucking stranded because the bus shuttle didn't show up to pick us up! I HAD BETTER GET SOME FUCKING FLOWERS!!
Unfortunately, the lingerie looks horrible on me because my stomach has inexplicably expanded since I got back to college. It's fucking disgusting and I have difficulty fitting into some of my pants. And NO, I AM NOT PREGNANT!! Unless that was a week-long miscarriage, I definitely got my period!! I think I just gained some weight due either to my diet or the Pill. I need to go to the gym or something, though I must say I am eating two servings of fruit per day (a vast improvement) and am trying to cut back on portions (not really working). Ugh.
Am investing in miracle fast hair growth solution. Let's see if this works.