- i'm two quarters and a heart down -
[mood | 
irrated ]
hi, i'm lauren and i'm insanely manipulative.
summer = slowly fading away.
only a little bit over a week until school starts.
link crew training today. basically we get a group of freshman to mentor for their first year and show around the school and such. be a role model. am i excited? not really, but it shouldn't be TOO bad.
i'm realizing that i definitely do not want to go to UofM. but i definitely have no clue where else i want to go that i can afford. UofM is my cheapest bet - and it's the #2 public school in the country. but it's just not where i want to be. i don't want to be in michigan.
i also have no clue what i'm going to major in. i know i want to be a lawyer, and i know that politics interests me. but every law school applicant is going to be a poli sci major. and i really just want to do something DIFFERENT. something that's going to set me apart from the thousands of other applicants. it's my dream to go to yale law school. #1 law school in the country. and i REALLY REALLY think i can do it. but i need to do EVERYTHING in my favor to get me there. including an amazing undergrad.
i feel really fat. please don't tell me 'omg lauren you're perfect, you don't need to lose any weight' because it doesn't mean anything. i was 5 pounds lighter less than a month ago, and i need to get back to that. for me. plus i'm still not eating very healthy. pizza and chunky monkey today hasn't done anything for me.
haha, it's funny how i don't write in this thing for DAYS, and all of a sudden you have 3 substantial entries in less than 48 hours.
why can't i ever figure out what i want?
i think i have everything figured out - and the next day everything changes.
i wish i could just make up my mind.
about more things than just college.
and i wish STUPID things wouldn't make things so much more complicated.
i need to stop being so jealous.
and i need to stop being so goddamn nosey.
it always gets me into trouble.
my good mood was just completely ruined.
fuck.
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
♥♥
ETA: summer looks entirely too happy in the mood theme
fall out boy and kelly clarkson are my heroes for times like this.
irrated ]
hi, i'm lauren and i'm insanely manipulative.
summer = slowly fading away.
only a little bit over a week until school starts.
link crew training today. basically we get a group of freshman to mentor for their first year and show around the school and such. be a role model. am i excited? not really, but it shouldn't be TOO bad.
i'm realizing that i definitely do not want to go to UofM. but i definitely have no clue where else i want to go that i can afford. UofM is my cheapest bet - and it's the #2 public school in the country. but it's just not where i want to be. i don't want to be in michigan.
i also have no clue what i'm going to major in. i know i want to be a lawyer, and i know that politics interests me. but every law school applicant is going to be a poli sci major. and i really just want to do something DIFFERENT. something that's going to set me apart from the thousands of other applicants. it's my dream to go to yale law school. #1 law school in the country. and i REALLY REALLY think i can do it. but i need to do EVERYTHING in my favor to get me there. including an amazing undergrad.
i feel really fat. please don't tell me 'omg lauren you're perfect, you don't need to lose any weight' because it doesn't mean anything. i was 5 pounds lighter less than a month ago, and i need to get back to that. for me. plus i'm still not eating very healthy. pizza and chunky monkey today hasn't done anything for me.
haha, it's funny how i don't write in this thing for DAYS, and all of a sudden you have 3 substantial entries in less than 48 hours.
why can't i ever figure out what i want?
i think i have everything figured out - and the next day everything changes.
i wish i could just make up my mind.
about more things than just college.
and i wish STUPID things wouldn't make things so much more complicated.
i need to stop being so jealous.
and i need to stop being so goddamn nosey.
it always gets me into trouble.
my good mood was just completely ruined.
fuck.
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
♥♥
ETA: summer looks entirely too happy in the mood theme
fall out boy and kelly clarkson are my heroes for times like this.