[mood |
morose ]
[music | Something Corporate - "walking by" ]
so i have this amazing bedtime mix that i listen to every night before i go to bed. and almost every song on it will make me cry.
just go check out the 'recently played' on my
last fm site? (what do you call it now that it's not audioscrobbler!?)
anyway i'm just listening to it now. and i just want to bawl
i've been thinking a lot about death recently - which is scary and morbid in so many ways. but that stupid death of ivan ilyich book is the devil. it just got me thinking about a lot of things i don't want to think about. it was insanely depressing. and fricken tv isn't helping matters either with danny from real world's mom unexpectly dying which is making me think about it even more. look for an extremely morbid post in the near future okay?
today my oh-so-intelligent dog got skunked. it was horrible. one of the worst experiences ever. she smelled so bad.
okay - everything else i want to say needs to be friends only. so expect another post.
light up, light up, as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right beside you dear
♥♥