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So things got better....and then they got much worse.
Forget Cip. I don't even want to discuss the big issue. But I'm not upset about the big issue I'm upset about the lie. Yes, a lie of omission is still a lie. And yes, I am getting more and more pissed at Kerrin the more I think about it because she didn't bother to tell me either. And that really hurts. It annoys me and it hurts. And then my sister made the point that would I really expect anything different? I guess not. And yet I do. Why? Who the fuck knows.
I try so hard to give the people that actually matter second chances. Kerrin matters. And I've given her chance after chance. It just seems as if it doesn't make a difference. And I'll probably give her another chance..chill with her again...and something like this will happen again. Obviously. I'm not a naive girl. Gullible? Maybe. Trusting? Definitly. Trusting to a fault....it's looking that way.
Anyway, that has pretty much consumed my day. I was bawling and Jess stopped knowing what to say so she called Goots for emergency crisis intervention. "Goots, Beth is crying and I don't know how to fix it so you have to talk to her and make it better." :o) too cute.
And my sister was fabulous...she made me cry with her sweetness. She read my bitter away message and then responded with "btw, i love you" and I burst into new tears. She's so sweet it hurts and I suck so bad...
And does anyone know where my toothbrush went in between this afternoon and this evening? Because I don't.
What kind of drunk are you?
Forget Cip. I don't even want to discuss the big issue. But I'm not upset about the big issue I'm upset about the lie. Yes, a lie of omission is still a lie. And yes, I am getting more and more pissed at Kerrin the more I think about it because she didn't bother to tell me either. And that really hurts. It annoys me and it hurts. And then my sister made the point that would I really expect anything different? I guess not. And yet I do. Why? Who the fuck knows.
I try so hard to give the people that actually matter second chances. Kerrin matters. And I've given her chance after chance. It just seems as if it doesn't make a difference. And I'll probably give her another chance..chill with her again...and something like this will happen again. Obviously. I'm not a naive girl. Gullible? Maybe. Trusting? Definitly. Trusting to a fault....it's looking that way.
Anyway, that has pretty much consumed my day. I was bawling and Jess stopped knowing what to say so she called Goots for emergency crisis intervention. "Goots, Beth is crying and I don't know how to fix it so you have to talk to her and make it better." :o) too cute.
And my sister was fabulous...she made me cry with her sweetness. She read my bitter away message and then responded with "btw, i love you" and I burst into new tears. She's so sweet it hurts and I suck so bad...
And does anyone know where my toothbrush went in between this afternoon and this evening? Because I don't.
What kind of drunk are you?