Aug 01, 2005 16:56
Im bored... I can go home in 4 minutes though so thats cool... I think theres something wrong with me... I feel like I have to hurt the ppl who have hurt me and Im not sure why... I feel like they dont deserve to live and I dont care whether or not ppl know that... Im so angry but for once its not at my parents... and to quote a song... I wish i could hate him half as much as I hate myself... but still this is the first time Ive ever wanted someone to die and meant it... I feel so betrayed and hurt... I just want Chris to be here and make me feel better... i need him... now... Chris I miss you so much... please take away my lonliness...
-Piper