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god i been cleanin for ever.... i had to help a lil bit in the middle floor then i have to mop or something downstair i think vacktum but i really dont care. but i been cleanin my room for about 2 day well a day in a half i keep stopin...lol! all i have to do in my room is dust n do a hell hold of lendry. im goin on a big shoppin spree this weekend b/c its no taxs weekend so im goin to have so much fun. im goin to get a new bed. maybe more stuff to put in my room n clothes. yea! i love it right now. well this weekend im goin to love it. i just want my house to be all pretty before i go so i have to wake up earlyer i been wakin up around 2 but today i woke up around 3 something. i know crazy. last night i was talkin to brittany on the internet knowin that steven is listin to all the shit bein said i was so pissed. well so call steven still hates me n want me to kill myself.. but i dont think that goin to happen i found out the there are people that care for me n will miss me n need me here so if steven want me gone the fuck him.. i do need him still n i still love him but i know i can fight what shit that he throws at me. im still goin to be standin. well i hope u guys know that i mean. i found out that a lot of poeple been readin me journal i through i was guite funny. oh well i dont care who read this that why i have it. well i love my true friends... thanks for always bein there for me! im never goin to forget that. i still think i can never get over steven but i know sooner or later i can move on but there always goin to be something for him. i still think brittany n steven are not made for eachother n so does a lot of poeple. steven tell his friend all this shit about her but not what she has done in the past n i know she has done now. i dont truth her n she goin to really hurt him sooner or later. god damn i really need to stop talk about him.
well i hope me n my dance buds hang out before school starts for us. we have that best time when we are together n this time Elise u better come! lol. i think im goin to go back to cleaning go on my xanga name i might have some other stuff on it or myspace i dont know the links right now so i will put them on it later.
later bitches!
luv all ya!
xoxo
3 more days intill sam comes back! YAY!
well i hope me n my dance buds hang out before school starts for us. we have that best time when we are together n this time Elise u better come! lol. i think im goin to go back to cleaning go on my xanga name i might have some other stuff on it or myspace i dont know the links right now so i will put them on it later.
later bitches!
luv all ya!
xoxo
3 more days intill sam comes back! YAY!