Groundation.
I am so terribly grounded right now, so of course I am totaly not on here posting. Um hmm, so many things to go over. I need to update since I have lacked muchly on that for a while.
Matt is working on coming up this summer. I hope he can. I'm prepared to play dirty to get him here too. Mither worries about how it'll look to other people if a guy stayed here. *rolls eyes* Gr. We'll see what she cares more about the community's thoughts on us or the fact that her daughter refuses to even talk to her. Yes I am so ready to do something that horrible.
Matt's mother is so awesome! She'll talk to my mither about it if she has to or she'll even come with Matt if it comes to that. I would love to have a mom like that. *tear* She's so supporting of Matt. Trusts him completely. If she comes here or a chance occurs for me to go there I am so taking her on a girls' day out. Make her feel as special as I possibly can too cause she is very much so. Especially to have raised such a wonderful son. I love her already and I haven't even met her yet! =^_^=
I can't wait for M.e. to come up, neither can Bri. It'll be fun to campout if we can. I have so much I want to talk to her about, I wish she would call though. I keep asking Bri to tell her, but I'm not sure she remembers to. *tear* I feel outta the loop as to what we're doing or what exactly M.e. wants to do, so I'd like to talk directly to her.
I love the band Taproot. they're my more mellowed out Rock band. It's nice. They don't swear hardly either (which is something I'm slowly and painfully trying to rectify with myself) which is good and hard to find when it comes to Rock. Oh well. Not much you can do about it. I think it bothers Matt that I swear so much too. Hm. . .*sigh* I don't know how it got this bad in the first place. . . Anyhoo here's a song or two I like by Taproot:
Your face is burned inside my brain
I lost my way
Your taste of stale flows through my veins
The cost of hate
'Cause you'll never understand me
You want me to stay
You're c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way
The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain
But you'll never make me happy
So I've extinguished the flame
You're c-c-c-calling, but I cant hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling, but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
And what you want me to say I'll never say
You're playing the game that I'll never play
So what do you want from me?
Now I've extinguished the flame
Your c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
You're c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you,
I'm not listening anymore
You're f-f-f-falling, but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
Calling, by Taproot
It breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned
It takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control
(Save us) From ourselves
We're at a loss of words while preaching that we can't be heard
The image staring back at you is what you hate (you don't)
Truly think forgiveness is on the way
Seven years you lost for breaking one mistake (ingrown)
To bleed for what you own is understanding as the sum for what you've blown
To truly carve your way to where you want to go is smiling while alone
Wake up, Play dumb, Wake up
So Eager, by Taproot
I like the lyrics, but mostly I like the vocals and the overall sound.
Matt is working on coming up this summer. I hope he can. I'm prepared to play dirty to get him here too. Mither worries about how it'll look to other people if a guy stayed here. *rolls eyes* Gr. We'll see what she cares more about the community's thoughts on us or the fact that her daughter refuses to even talk to her. Yes I am so ready to do something that horrible.
Matt's mother is so awesome! She'll talk to my mither about it if she has to or she'll even come with Matt if it comes to that. I would love to have a mom like that. *tear* She's so supporting of Matt. Trusts him completely. If she comes here or a chance occurs for me to go there I am so taking her on a girls' day out. Make her feel as special as I possibly can too cause she is very much so. Especially to have raised such a wonderful son. I love her already and I haven't even met her yet! =^_^=
I can't wait for M.e. to come up, neither can Bri. It'll be fun to campout if we can. I have so much I want to talk to her about, I wish she would call though. I keep asking Bri to tell her, but I'm not sure she remembers to. *tear* I feel outta the loop as to what we're doing or what exactly M.e. wants to do, so I'd like to talk directly to her.
I love the band Taproot. they're my more mellowed out Rock band. It's nice. They don't swear hardly either (which is something I'm slowly and painfully trying to rectify with myself) which is good and hard to find when it comes to Rock. Oh well. Not much you can do about it. I think it bothers Matt that I swear so much too. Hm. . .*sigh* I don't know how it got this bad in the first place. . . Anyhoo here's a song or two I like by Taproot:
Your face is burned inside my brain
I lost my way
Your taste of stale flows through my veins
The cost of hate
'Cause you'll never understand me
You want me to stay
You're c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way
The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain
But you'll never make me happy
So I've extinguished the flame
You're c-c-c-calling, but I cant hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling, but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
And what you want me to say I'll never say
You're playing the game that I'll never play
So what do you want from me?
Now I've extinguished the flame
Your c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
You're c-c-c-calling but I can't hear you,
I'm not listening anymore
You're f-f-f-falling, but I can't save you
I don't see you anymore
Calling, by Taproot
It breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned
It takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control
(Save us) From ourselves
We're at a loss of words while preaching that we can't be heard
The image staring back at you is what you hate (you don't)
Truly think forgiveness is on the way
Seven years you lost for breaking one mistake (ingrown)
To bleed for what you own is understanding as the sum for what you've blown
To truly carve your way to where you want to go is smiling while alone
Wake up, Play dumb, Wake up
So Eager, by Taproot
I like the lyrics, but mostly I like the vocals and the overall sound.