Aug 05, 2006 23:58
Dude. Degrassi. Like, wow.
I'm obsessed. I've already watched the first two seasons, and have the third in my room to watch tonight, courtesy of Kristine. I only heard about it last week. It is so stereotypically teenaged.
Also, I'm back into Evanescence and Linkin Park.
Not a very good transition, but I am so psyched tonight... I don't know why. I am charged tonight. My chakra, life force, chi, kai, whatever you want to call it, is aligned. I am completely at peace with myself. I feel complete, emotionally, physically, sexually and spiritually. There are many things wrong with the world, but none of them phase me. There are many things wrong, many things to worry about. But I am unaffected. Life has handed me the silver chalice and I have drunk from it's depths.
I feel as though I were on ecstacy. Regardless that I have never been on it, but I feel as though this is what it would feel like. I feel every texture and appreciate it for what it is. I do not shame it for not being what I want it to be, but rather celebrate it for being what texture it remains! I can't change it, and in all likelihood the texture can not change itself either. A rough surface may be worn smooth if one has the patience, but for tonight, I appreciate life for being life, instead of hating life for what it isn't.