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finstergrrrl

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Aug 19, 2007 12:13

i'm having one of those days where i start thinking about all the people i've bothered to keep in touch with over the years, and i wonder how many of them still consider me important in their lives. y'know? i guess it's self-doubt, but i have a hard time believing that i'm super important to very many people. if i stopped communicating with the ( Read more... )

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jinxremoving August 19 2007, 16:55:45 UTC

Oh, you and me both.

finstergrrrl August 19 2007, 17:53:18 UTC

:) how do you deal with that feeling? i mean, are you okay with it most days? i guess i'm sort of in a lonely place right now.

jinxremoving August 19 2007, 17:58:27 UTC

I don't know. It comes and goes. I'm a bit mopey at the minute but I guess it all just goes through phases and right now things are really busy and non-stop so it feels kind of magnified. Every so often I hear from friends who make me feel like I do matter after all.

finstergrrrl August 20 2007, 00:34:36 UTC

well, if it makes a difference, you matter to me. even though we haven't met in person yet! oh, btw, my brother will be staying overnight in edinburgh in a few days, so if you're interested in some random company, i can try to get you two in touch.

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finstergrrrl August 20 2007, 03:42:57 UTC

yeah, there's definitely good time in there! i may or may not be around over labor day weekend, but the rest of the time, i'll be around here. the weekend of september 7-9, i think i'll actually be doing a whole lot of nothing. during the week is the regular sort of busy but i'm here and you're welcome to be here, too! i would be SO insanely excited to see you.