last night i got drunk for the first time in a long time, it was really nice, just being able to lie there, my head spinning. i closed my eyes and was lifted out of my body and disappeared into the darkness of my eye lids. then i thew up.

I am sadder and more desperate than i ever thought it was possible. I am down.
down, down, down. im at the point i can hardly control my tears from running
down in the internet cafe. if i were brave enough i would put a definitive end
to all that crap that is my life. sorry to write you this. i dont know anyone
who cares for me. sorry.

if i were tinkerbell i would love peter pan till the day i died.

clap for me so never stop loving him

Today i found a gun. I put it in my mouth and pulled the trigger. Nothing happened. So i wiped off the spit and put it back where i found it. It was empty. So am i.

theres lots of pretty pretty ones
that want to get you high but

all the pretty pretty ones
will leave you low
and blow your mind

If only to cry.

I am the voice inside your head ( Read more... )

They say in chess, you gotta kill the queen
And then you mate it
Oh I, do you?
A funny thing, the king who gets himself assassinated
Hey now, every time i lose
Altitude

i am a queen without a king. thank makes me a queen lost to a match.

...for no pawn, nor knight, nor queen stands viod of their king.

for all the the metal i use to violate my skin with, none of it compares to a guy violating me so much deeper ( Read more... )