I hate that place
so my first proper day back at work and I hate it. I really hate it. nothing seems to be going right and I got very little done but hey what's new?
came home for lunch to make sure I got a proper break and a proper meal. I achieved both but then fell asleep for nearly 2 hours. I don't think I'm ready for full time working yet so it's just as well that they really don't care at work, no-one keeps tabs on when you turn up or go home, which is good but can leave you feeling isolated and unwanted - or maybe I'm just sensitive.
I've made a list of things to do for this evening and even planned something for tomorrow in the hope that I'll slowly shovel the big pile of shit out of my life.
I was considering going over to Peterborough on Thursday to see Brigade in action but it's too complicated and I've convinced myself that I need a night at home in the midst of all the other stuff I'm doing this week (noodle suckers 3 times remember! but Brigade/Biffy Clyro too on Saturday)
came home for lunch to make sure I got a proper break and a proper meal. I achieved both but then fell asleep for nearly 2 hours. I don't think I'm ready for full time working yet so it's just as well that they really don't care at work, no-one keeps tabs on when you turn up or go home, which is good but can leave you feeling isolated and unwanted - or maybe I'm just sensitive.
I've made a list of things to do for this evening and even planned something for tomorrow in the hope that I'll slowly shovel the big pile of shit out of my life.
I was considering going over to Peterborough on Thursday to see Brigade in action but it's too complicated and I've convinced myself that I need a night at home in the midst of all the other stuff I'm doing this week (noodle suckers 3 times remember! but Brigade/Biffy Clyro too on Saturday)