armpits & elbows
did anyone notice my new "kitten" icon???
(inspired by ashley)
Last night, i went to my friend, david's house. He's one of my best friends. sometimes, though, its weird to just hang out with him. i mean, there is all this (sexual) tension between us that, honestly it takes all i have to not jump his bones! whats up with that? i have been really good at controling my urges around him so far. He's a really great guy and really really hot but i just dont want to do that to Travis. i can handle the temptation. what started it up last night was i was giving him a back massage. this is something we often do for eachother and its completely innocent, seriously. but i dont know, for some reason, he was really turning me on. he was breathing deeply and sighing (almost moaning) and his back- his whole body just looked so damn sexy! as i sat ontop of him, i started imagining all the wild, nasty things i wanted to do to him (as my hands moved in slow, heavy rhythms across his skin)...i started getting really hot. i just couldnt take it! so i immediatly jumped off of him, put my shoes on, grabbed my coat and left. i told him that he was really making it hard for me to be good and that i had to go home right away. whats going on here? does this mean that i am not in love with Travis?
(inspired by ashley)
Last night, i went to my friend, david's house. He's one of my best friends. sometimes, though, its weird to just hang out with him. i mean, there is all this (sexual) tension between us that, honestly it takes all i have to not jump his bones! whats up with that? i have been really good at controling my urges around him so far. He's a really great guy and really really hot but i just dont want to do that to Travis. i can handle the temptation. what started it up last night was i was giving him a back massage. this is something we often do for eachother and its completely innocent, seriously. but i dont know, for some reason, he was really turning me on. he was breathing deeply and sighing (almost moaning) and his back- his whole body just looked so damn sexy! as i sat ontop of him, i started imagining all the wild, nasty things i wanted to do to him (as my hands moved in slow, heavy rhythms across his skin)...i started getting really hot. i just couldnt take it! so i immediatly jumped off of him, put my shoes on, grabbed my coat and left. i told him that he was really making it hard for me to be good and that i had to go home right away. whats going on here? does this mean that i am not in love with Travis?