Feb 10, 2006 12:23
I'm so glad that I managed to get out of the house today, and I
had such a good time with everyone. I really hope that Arianwen has come
to like Dolly a little better now. She said before that she wasn't
spending time with me because I was friends with Dolly now. It wasn't
jealousy, so it can only have been true dislike, which is not easily
overcome. But it must be a misunderstanding, they are both perfectly
nice people and if only they can spend time together it should be all
right eventually. Arianwen and Marlie seemed to have a good time, so
that's a start.
Poor Cassie was wonderful as always, she's so brave. She's trying so
hard to be Lady Campion now too, but the real Cassie shone through when
she dragged us off after supper to watch some fencing (what a shame
Dolly had to leave, I think she'd like Cassie even more when she's more
herself). It's awfully good of her to work so hard at being ladylike,
but I hope she doesn't entirely turn into a Lady, she wouldn't be Cassie
anymore. Dolly was very sweet to her too, she's so understanding; I
only wish I could be half as comforting as she is.
Hadrian seems to have his own plans about 'comforting' Cassie, but it
seemed to make her laugh, so what's the harm? Before she arrived he was
the same with Arianwen too though. I don't understand what he thinks
he's going to do with all these girls. (And I don't understand what they
see in him!) There's Endymion too, or was. I thought he'd vanished from
the scene but there was an owl earlier so I guess not, Mummy will be
disappointed. Surely there's only so much time in the day? I guess he
is going to be like Arianwen and her friends soon enough, but some of
them are going to keep carrying on like that after they're married. I
don't see that it can be possible to be happy like that.