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Didnt go to school. In the past 2 days I found one way to make myself sleep... cry. Last night I had a talk with Carly and finally let all my feelings out about my family and stuff and Im so happy she was there to help me out. Then I went home, fought with my mom, and went to sleep. Then today I slept in and stayed home and she happened to stay home from work. So obviously we ended up fighting once again. She said shes finally gonna take me to the doctor for my sleep and stop giving me all these crazy pills. Then she said shes making me go to a psychiatrist but I refused. I hate psychiatrists because she is one. Then we agreed that Im only helping out around the house once every three days AND THATS ALL IM GOING TO DO. and shes finally taking me to get my hair done. And shes gonna try to realize that im 15, not 10. I can make most of my own decisions. Shes gonna start giving me allowance and hopefully lay off a little bit. Ive probably had conversations like this with her beforea and they never changed things but hopefully this time itll affect her at least a little bit.