May 04, 2004 22:15
School was gay. I cant concentrate because Im too tired because I cant sleep because I have too much stress in my life because my mom is a bitch because my brother is a fuck-up! Ahh wow I dont know where that came form but holy shit its all true! Today I was at the mall with my mom and I was all tired and depressed and she was pissing me off like usual and then Mike walked by and I simply said hi to him and it had me soo happy and smiling for like 10 seconds until my mom opened her mouth again. Then I saw the dress that me and Danni both want and just looking at it reminded me of going to the mall with her and that made me happy. Then my mom talked again. About an hour later I called Carly and talked to her and I could tell by her voice she was happy and it made me 53468367589 times happier just to hear that. Then my mom came back and it was instant depression once again. And I was thinking about it and it really made me realize how important my friends are to me. I dont know where I would be without them.<3<3 Thanks for being here for me.
Carly, Candace, Christina, Danni, Brittany, Kristen, Kristyn, Amelia, and of course Eric -- All of you have been for me in the past year and helped me out so much you have no idea. I can never thank you enough. I know im not on such great terms with some of you but I still needed to thank you. Youve been here for me in the hardest year of my life and put up wth all my complaining and bitching, so I gotta say I love you ALL!<3<3<3
Wow I dont know where that came from.. I was just planning on writing about my day but oh well.