there are no such thing as years.
Yes, there are worst things that could happen. Sittin for a few hours looking out at a brown ocean I realize that. but that's not the point really, is it?
I'm accused of cheating on one of my midterms. A take home exam. 6 people were accused of the same thing. No we did not all work together...and no we did not know we couldn't do the tests together. but, you're supposed to know better at Mills...even in Ethnic Studies. Now i'm a cheater and my trust is lost in the only department I ever felt safe in. that's the story.
I could be doing so much more. Mills College took all of mine and my parents money and made me really too fucking proud of myself. It is my fault, I trust too quickly and rarely receive it in return. The truth is I still love that department, hell, I even love Prof. Santana in all the ways that she inspires. She taught me some of the most important things. I just wish she'd listen back.
Hawai'i was beautiful and sad. I wasn't prepared for it to make me have to be so honest and definitly wasn't prepared for it to end. I have spent a lot of time running(though not as literally as others) because when there is so much going on, so much after you, you kind of feel like putting on a different face.It gets tiring though, as a lot of you know. Problem is, what if when you take off the mask you realize you're faceless?
I feel defeated and I don't want to be defeated.I promised some very important people I wouldn't give up and im gonna try my best not to.
I'm accused of cheating on one of my midterms. A take home exam. 6 people were accused of the same thing. No we did not all work together...and no we did not know we couldn't do the tests together. but, you're supposed to know better at Mills...even in Ethnic Studies. Now i'm a cheater and my trust is lost in the only department I ever felt safe in. that's the story.
I could be doing so much more. Mills College took all of mine and my parents money and made me really too fucking proud of myself. It is my fault, I trust too quickly and rarely receive it in return. The truth is I still love that department, hell, I even love Prof. Santana in all the ways that she inspires. She taught me some of the most important things. I just wish she'd listen back.
Hawai'i was beautiful and sad. I wasn't prepared for it to make me have to be so honest and definitly wasn't prepared for it to end. I have spent a lot of time running(though not as literally as others) because when there is so much going on, so much after you, you kind of feel like putting on a different face.It gets tiring though, as a lot of you know. Problem is, what if when you take off the mask you realize you're faceless?
I feel defeated and I don't want to be defeated.I promised some very important people I wouldn't give up and im gonna try my best not to.