Good things dont always stay around long :-(
Jim left to go back to Southern today. I cried last night when I drove home from his house last night, I seriously thought I was going to crash at some points. I couldnt fall asleep and I had to read myself to sleep. I dreaded today to start... he dropped by after he packed all of his stuff up. We went out to lunch and pretty much cried between everything we talked about. We came back to the house and then I cried some more. He tried so hard to tell jokes and look on the bright side - he is always like that. I love him so much.
I hate that he left today - it was so sudden and my heart just broke into a thousand pieces. His mother told him that he had to leave today or else. We didn't have enough time to hang out before he had to go back. Now I have a solid 2 weeks without him while I am at home. There is pretty much no one who will want to spend time with me. I want to go back to ISU, but this cant happen until Doug graduates. Dammit.
I have therapy tomorrow and I am exhausted. I guess I'd better get to bed early tonight. It's only 9pm and I just want to sit down hug his sweater.
I'm gonna start a count down to see him!
I hate that he left today - it was so sudden and my heart just broke into a thousand pieces. His mother told him that he had to leave today or else. We didn't have enough time to hang out before he had to go back. Now I have a solid 2 weeks without him while I am at home. There is pretty much no one who will want to spend time with me. I want to go back to ISU, but this cant happen until Doug graduates. Dammit.
I have therapy tomorrow and I am exhausted. I guess I'd better get to bed early tonight. It's only 9pm and I just want to sit down hug his sweater.
I'm gonna start a count down to see him!