the other white meat
so, i'm a perfectionist. it's very obvious by my personality and whatnot. but i'm not the regular kind of perfectionist. i'm not what people think when they think "perfectionist". i'm the kind that's so paralyzed by my own failure that i never do anything unless i actually think i can do it right. and my expectations are so fucking high.
and this is what i need to talk to the therapist about. i need to see him soon. it feels horrible.
and now i'm afraid that it will kick in again when i start school. i mean, i'm perfectionistic now, about summer things. but school is way more fucking important that summer crap.
i really need to work this out. i need to start doing some stuff.
and this is what i need to talk to the therapist about. i need to see him soon. it feels horrible.
and now i'm afraid that it will kick in again when i start school. i mean, i'm perfectionistic now, about summer things. but school is way more fucking important that summer crap.
i really need to work this out. i need to start doing some stuff.