i love you...but i'm afraid to love you
you're all i ever think about. all i dream about too these days.
i feel like it was always you. like everyone else, everything else i've been passionate about was only a dalliance. i loved you before i lived. and when you were gone, i thought i was over you, but really lived for nothing but your return.
i hate that feeling. it makes me feel like i'll never move on.
i know you aren't my soulmate. so why the fuck does it feel that way?
and why the fuck will i never, ever, ever have you again?
i feel like it was always you. like everyone else, everything else i've been passionate about was only a dalliance. i loved you before i lived. and when you were gone, i thought i was over you, but really lived for nothing but your return.
i hate that feeling. it makes me feel like i'll never move on.
i know you aren't my soulmate. so why the fuck does it feel that way?
and why the fuck will i never, ever, ever have you again?