movie day gone wrong...
so you want to know what the only movie is that makes me cry?
The Crow
my all time favorite movie that i could watch over and over and over again and never get sick of it...
so i decided i wanted to watch it today... then found myself remembering the first time i ever watched it... 3 years ago?... with jason... he just moved into the house in deerfield again... the basement like apartment... it was really late and i went over to hang out with him and he was shocked that i had never seen it before considering it's part of like this gothic code... it's the first movie we ever watched together...
anyways we watch the movie and we're sitting on his futon/couch and we didn't finish the movie cuz it was really late and i fell asleep in his arms... then like 3-4 months later when he moved into the upstairs apartment we finally finished the movie... then he gave it to me... cuz he knew how much i loved it...
my favorite quote from it: "If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."
that made me bawl like a baby today... even in the movie... both eric and shelly die... but in the end they're still together... usually that didn't bother me... it was a happy ending to a great movie... but that was when i knew i had someone of my own as well... but now i don't... and it's not like i find guys real easily... not that i have the heart to do it anyway... i still love jason... and i really can't expain how bad i feel... but it doesn't matter anyways...
if there's one thing that i know, its that true love can last forever even if forever just means your lifetime...
i know this has nothing to do with anything, but whatever... just kinda how i feel at the moment...
The Crow
my all time favorite movie that i could watch over and over and over again and never get sick of it...
so i decided i wanted to watch it today... then found myself remembering the first time i ever watched it... 3 years ago?... with jason... he just moved into the house in deerfield again... the basement like apartment... it was really late and i went over to hang out with him and he was shocked that i had never seen it before considering it's part of like this gothic code... it's the first movie we ever watched together...
anyways we watch the movie and we're sitting on his futon/couch and we didn't finish the movie cuz it was really late and i fell asleep in his arms... then like 3-4 months later when he moved into the upstairs apartment we finally finished the movie... then he gave it to me... cuz he knew how much i loved it...
my favorite quote from it: "If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."
that made me bawl like a baby today... even in the movie... both eric and shelly die... but in the end they're still together... usually that didn't bother me... it was a happy ending to a great movie... but that was when i knew i had someone of my own as well... but now i don't... and it's not like i find guys real easily... not that i have the heart to do it anyway... i still love jason... and i really can't expain how bad i feel... but it doesn't matter anyways...
if there's one thing that i know, its that true love can last forever even if forever just means your lifetime...
i know this has nothing to do with anything, but whatever... just kinda how i feel at the moment...