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using dictionary words to explain situations and social relations? thats kind of like putting butter ontop of a garlic roll. Simple unnecessarity. I could easily say "my friends lives are far more exciting than mine"...or stop feeling like the sun burnt off my lips. If only i was on national television. Before the super bowl, or on the price is right. Anything with the chance.
Maybe coming back to this place wasnt really the best idea. Everyone seems to love the fact but me. I just cant get off on it. I feel like i am searching for lost hopes. Its true, once you leave some place, coming back isnt really coming back. Its like i am a ghost and all life has moved on without me and here i am trying to catch the fish.
i guess it could be worse. I just really dont see the point anymore. Sometimes people just grow off things. Like inmature girls trying to act like women. Ridiculous career attempts. It all has something to do with "happiness". who, what, where, how do i want this. In many forms i guess.
i mean, what am i really doing here? all i seem to be doing is spending a lot of money, and a lot of valuable time. Nothing else (not even social relationships) seem to be going nowhere. At least one should have that right? i feel like i am watching a 4 hour scene of the most boring movie, and no music.
the tides have come in, and washed away any foot prints.
this is ridiculous, doesnt serve a purpose, no punch lines.
Maybe coming back to this place wasnt really the best idea. Everyone seems to love the fact but me. I just cant get off on it. I feel like i am searching for lost hopes. Its true, once you leave some place, coming back isnt really coming back. Its like i am a ghost and all life has moved on without me and here i am trying to catch the fish.
i guess it could be worse. I just really dont see the point anymore. Sometimes people just grow off things. Like inmature girls trying to act like women. Ridiculous career attempts. It all has something to do with "happiness". who, what, where, how do i want this. In many forms i guess.
i mean, what am i really doing here? all i seem to be doing is spending a lot of money, and a lot of valuable time. Nothing else (not even social relationships) seem to be going nowhere. At least one should have that right? i feel like i am watching a 4 hour scene of the most boring movie, and no music.
the tides have come in, and washed away any foot prints.
this is ridiculous, doesnt serve a purpose, no punch lines.