january
one of the very bad things about me is that i teach myself to not give a fuck. Mostly because 98% of the time, my mind is way ahead of my body. I see through so many things and so many people and i really dont like it. Its kind of like i know what people are thinking and i am full of shit. Whats even worse is that everything that will happen tomorrow already happened to me yesterday. I am so bored. But its fun watching everyone around me move the way they do. Been there, done that, its not impressing anymore really. I try though, i really really do. I never mean any harm. Harm just happens to me and i get off on it. I am a terrible influence only because i already know nothing good will come out of this. I already saw the end and i am really not concerned. Its fun though, im gonna go out and introduce substances into my system, run into people that act like they care, and i will fake it back.