this is the day...
and you might ask me, "the day of what?" and to that i answer... what the fuck do you care!!! lol. just kiddin. this day really has no significance except the part where i woke up. and i know its been a while since ive updated this thing, but i mean, what does it really matter. its not like ne one reads this thing. i mean sonia does, every once in a while, and im not blaming her or anything for not reading this. its only because i dont write in it that much ne more. i used to write like everyother day. and i wrote a lot too. but thats prolly cuz i needed someone to talk to and life seemed so bad back then, and my lj was my way of lettin it all out in a healthy way without hurting myself.
so things that have been goin on recently. umm..... well i got another job. i dont know if i posted that in my last entry or not, but i have another job at food lion (grocery store) and im a cashier. its easy work and i get paid alright. but i dont like some of the people there. they are two-faced. they tell you one thing and smile in your face, and talk and ass-load of shit as soon as you turn your back. its not kewl, but i mean, theres nothing to be done about it. ne ways, i gotta work today from 3 to 10. i havent had a day off in almost a week. tomorrow i have off though and i get to relax. sonia said shes comin over, so we will see what happens. theres always something that comes up at the house that delays her comin over, or prevents her from comin over all together. and im not sayin its her fault, its her damn dad. and again, nothing can be done about that, except her movin out which aint gonna happen ne time soon. ne ways, with the two jobs i make a lil over 300 every couple of weeks. i need a lil extra money now though cuz of christmas. there are somethings that i wanted to get for sonia and are all rather pricey. i know she would tell me not to spend so much on her, but they are things that she wants, and one thing that i know she will love and has like no idea that im thinkin about gettin it for her. but again, lots of $$$. we shall se what happens.
me and sonia are doin good. we been goin out for 10 months now. long time huh? this will be our first thanksgiving together and christmas as well... and new years for that matter. so this will be a very special year together. we have been gettin along really well, although we did have a lil trouble a few weeks ago. but we talked about it and worked it out, and now its all better. i dont know what i would do without her. we been talkin a lot about gettin married, movin out together, and havin a kid. i really wants a lil gurl so i can spoil her rotten like i do sonia. lol. and i want to get married, but it seems kinda odd to be engaged/married when both of you are still livin with your parents. so thats pretty much all im waitin for, is for both of us to move out. and right now, it seems like the only way we are gonna be able to move out is if sonia joins the airforce, and its kinda lookin like imma do that, cuz the damned college around here cant get their shit straight. but she said she wants to join up cuz she wants to move outta her house and start to live her own life and make all of her own choices. and she wants me to be right there with her, and i wanna be there too. so the plan is to get married when she joins (if she does), then we can move in together on base and everything will be paid for except for like insurance, phone, and internet. when i move in ill get a job and mebbe start lookin around for a new school to go to. the only prob with her joinin is that shes worried about havin a baby. she said that the air force only gives you like 2 weeks to recover from givin birth and she said that she thinks that shes gonna need more time than that. so i dont know what in the hell is goin on. but then again, sonia heard through the grapevine that she might get fired from her job, so thats like... all the more reason to join the air force. so i dont know what in the fuck is gonna happen. so i guess i just get to wait and see like i always do to plan out what i wanna do.
i guess i gonna go now cuz i have games to play and other things to do before i go to work. so i bid you all goodbye and goodluck in whatever endeavors you ensue. see ya, ya mutha fuckas!!!!
so things that have been goin on recently. umm..... well i got another job. i dont know if i posted that in my last entry or not, but i have another job at food lion (grocery store) and im a cashier. its easy work and i get paid alright. but i dont like some of the people there. they are two-faced. they tell you one thing and smile in your face, and talk and ass-load of shit as soon as you turn your back. its not kewl, but i mean, theres nothing to be done about it. ne ways, i gotta work today from 3 to 10. i havent had a day off in almost a week. tomorrow i have off though and i get to relax. sonia said shes comin over, so we will see what happens. theres always something that comes up at the house that delays her comin over, or prevents her from comin over all together. and im not sayin its her fault, its her damn dad. and again, nothing can be done about that, except her movin out which aint gonna happen ne time soon. ne ways, with the two jobs i make a lil over 300 every couple of weeks. i need a lil extra money now though cuz of christmas. there are somethings that i wanted to get for sonia and are all rather pricey. i know she would tell me not to spend so much on her, but they are things that she wants, and one thing that i know she will love and has like no idea that im thinkin about gettin it for her. but again, lots of $$$. we shall se what happens.
me and sonia are doin good. we been goin out for 10 months now. long time huh? this will be our first thanksgiving together and christmas as well... and new years for that matter. so this will be a very special year together. we have been gettin along really well, although we did have a lil trouble a few weeks ago. but we talked about it and worked it out, and now its all better. i dont know what i would do without her. we been talkin a lot about gettin married, movin out together, and havin a kid. i really wants a lil gurl so i can spoil her rotten like i do sonia. lol. and i want to get married, but it seems kinda odd to be engaged/married when both of you are still livin with your parents. so thats pretty much all im waitin for, is for both of us to move out. and right now, it seems like the only way we are gonna be able to move out is if sonia joins the airforce, and its kinda lookin like imma do that, cuz the damned college around here cant get their shit straight. but she said she wants to join up cuz she wants to move outta her house and start to live her own life and make all of her own choices. and she wants me to be right there with her, and i wanna be there too. so the plan is to get married when she joins (if she does), then we can move in together on base and everything will be paid for except for like insurance, phone, and internet. when i move in ill get a job and mebbe start lookin around for a new school to go to. the only prob with her joinin is that shes worried about havin a baby. she said that the air force only gives you like 2 weeks to recover from givin birth and she said that she thinks that shes gonna need more time than that. so i dont know what in the hell is goin on. but then again, sonia heard through the grapevine that she might get fired from her job, so thats like... all the more reason to join the air force. so i dont know what in the fuck is gonna happen. so i guess i just get to wait and see like i always do to plan out what i wanna do.
i guess i gonna go now cuz i have games to play and other things to do before i go to work. so i bid you all goodbye and goodluck in whatever endeavors you ensue. see ya, ya mutha fuckas!!!!