So...
I'm getting a little bit happier now, for the past two nights I've been really happy, and I don't know why...
I found a picture of me and becca, and then a picture of me and swonger, it made me happy cause it reminded me of summer, summer was the shit this past year, i mean yeah it had its dull days but overall it was fucking awesome. hanging out at the berkshire pool, goin to parties and gettin drunk.
things are starting to come back together for me...I'm starting to realize who I really am, and it's making me happy cause I've always been so confused about who I was....And I'm finally seeing who I am...
I just got one tough decision...
So there Katy..I do love her..a whole lot I really do..but she's not all that sweet..she has like a guy mentality, and I found out how many people she really has hooked up with..which kinda grosses me out...so I don't know...
Then there's Lizzie...and she's really cool you know, I met her at Mill Creek, you know she's nice and she likes me..and I dont know because I dont know that much about her, and I could see myself starting new begginings with her..but it's too soon to tell you know? I think I'll just get to know her and then think more about making a choice...
I want a girl whose sweet and romantic..who can make me feel warm in the winter....who it will feel really good to be out with around Christmas with...Christmas is the time of year I feel the best..I miss last years winter sooo much..hanging out with harrison smith,joel johnson,warren ...cant spell his last name,david messer,jason walburn, it was so badass, i remember me harrison and joel and everyone would ride up to Chickfila after the remedy..that was amazing..i really miss the days..
anyways so I'm thinking about getting a tat of the Godsmack sun in between my shoulder blades..amazing band, but also a very cool design..at least its not a fucking gay ass polo sign..im a fucking idiot for that one. but i'm getting it removed when i turn 18.
other than that everythings alright...man it felt good to vent my shit.
I found a picture of me and becca, and then a picture of me and swonger, it made me happy cause it reminded me of summer, summer was the shit this past year, i mean yeah it had its dull days but overall it was fucking awesome. hanging out at the berkshire pool, goin to parties and gettin drunk.
things are starting to come back together for me...I'm starting to realize who I really am, and it's making me happy cause I've always been so confused about who I was....And I'm finally seeing who I am...
I just got one tough decision...
So there Katy..I do love her..a whole lot I really do..but she's not all that sweet..she has like a guy mentality, and I found out how many people she really has hooked up with..which kinda grosses me out...so I don't know...
Then there's Lizzie...and she's really cool you know, I met her at Mill Creek, you know she's nice and she likes me..and I dont know because I dont know that much about her, and I could see myself starting new begginings with her..but it's too soon to tell you know? I think I'll just get to know her and then think more about making a choice...
I want a girl whose sweet and romantic..who can make me feel warm in the winter....who it will feel really good to be out with around Christmas with...Christmas is the time of year I feel the best..I miss last years winter sooo much..hanging out with harrison smith,joel johnson,warren ...cant spell his last name,david messer,jason walburn, it was so badass, i remember me harrison and joel and everyone would ride up to Chickfila after the remedy..that was amazing..i really miss the days..
anyways so I'm thinking about getting a tat of the Godsmack sun in between my shoulder blades..amazing band, but also a very cool design..at least its not a fucking gay ass polo sign..im a fucking idiot for that one. but i'm getting it removed when i turn 18.
other than that everythings alright...man it felt good to vent my shit.