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[fifi_brat]

the pain in my gut
rises to my throat
like magma about to erupt
from a dormant volcano
rising, burning, bubbling
searing to come out
and as the silent tears roll down my face
the ones I can never hold back
pain taken to a new level
a level I had hoped never to reach
for the dragon that lay sleeping there
is roaring fire and wide awake