May 29, 2006 02:58
I'm just going to state now. I do not want anymore snippy comments. No rude I'ms and ignorant cell phone calls. Kel I'm sorry If i pissed you off. I'm losing my mind.
Honestly I've hit that point again where I wish a fucking tractor trailer would just side swipe me on the highway.
*honk honk errrrrr crash! splish* one dead jenn
ok now i cant even make a good joke... im just worn out mentally and wishing the tears would stop... i cant make them stop... it used to be so nice inside my head, now its like a circus of midgets running about with knives and killing all my unicorns.... goddamn the midgets.
Ok I guess the point of thsi is... Maybe I didnt used but for some reason in my life right now I just need those I would trust with my own life around me, encouraging me and maybe giving abit of that were older then you and know how it be guidance. I mean I may be 22 but please.. I think you people know I don't know what the fuck to do... I'm like a puppy about to pee on a carpetr... please help. I don't want toi be beaten with the newspaper of life again.