What's the malfunction?

Jul 08, 2006 10:11

I swear that I've been wanting to post FOREVER, I just haven't put in the effort to do it.  And then A WHOLE BUNCH OF CRAZINESS WENT DOWN and it's been nonstop ever since.  so.... yeah.

Here's a summary:
1.     My ex-boyfriend likes a girl who definently does not like him back and whenever he asks her out she says that he has to call me, because she and I get along.  What pisses me off about this is that I feel bad for him.  I should be feeling bad for myself dammit.  Why do I even bother caring.
2.     Then again, I'm kinda a bitch.  I like this guy, I liked him before I went out with my ex.  He has a girlfriend.  Who he really doesn't mind telling everyone that he's been going out with way too long because though he thinks she's really cool-which she totally is-he doesn't want to be with her forever, and she just wont dump him.  The girl from #1 once said to him:  WHY DON'T YOU JUST BREAK UP WITH HER?!?!  I can't remember his answer.
3.     I guess I didn't really mention how #2 is a malfunction for me.  The guy I like likes me too.  Which makes me happy.  But basically being 'the other woman' does not.  On the plus side, they're not really married so I'm going to go ahead and consider myself an agent of the inevitable.  I guess...
4.     btw.  I don't care if anybody has a problem with that.  So don't even bother.  I already know it's a problem, because it's on my summarized list of problems.  And I'm not going to let anybody make me feel even worse about liking a guy with a girlfriend than I already do.
5.     fyi.  He's not the only guy I like,  infact I have a list of the top five.
6.     I lost the number of  one of the guys on my top five. dammit.  apperantly he's recently single too. double dammit.  I saw him at the arts festival and he hugged me and said he wanted to hang out with me.  double yay!  AND THEN I FORGOT TO ASK HIM FOR HIS NUMBER!  megagalactic dammit.
7.      The #1 guy I like is my soul brother.  Officially.  hahaha.  funny story.... hahahaha. Nice save.

Well, gotta blast, because my parents like reading shit over my shoulder, yeah, I can tell you fucker.  hehehehe, I HATE YOU!!!! okay, I'll stop, your muscles are tensing up.

stupid boys

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