Sep 25, 2006 00:56
work was alright today, but its gonna suck every other day this week. its a good thing i have no social life otherwise it would be tough since every weekday i work i work til 11. but i did go to a casino and have some beers last friday after work with orion and drew. orion wants to do it again but he wants lindsay there cause he thinks shes cute, but i told.. him who is he kiddin, what girl is going to want to hangout with him and me. i wish i had a cool name like orion, thats cool.
i ordered a book online the other day, unfortunatly it wont arrive for three weeks.. and its the vampire bible. ok so that probably sounds weird, but i just thought it would be an interesting read. im sure everybody is aware of my obsession with vampires, and my desire to be a vampire. some days i spend hours imagining what my life would be like if i was a vampire. i take into consideration the pros and the cons, and i always determine that i would indeed be happier as a vampire. life would be so much grander. but thats all just fantasy..
i bought two cases of water, because i get them cheap., and i drink alot of water.
i want another tattoo, but i dont know what i would get this time, and i could not afford one any time in the near future. but i definately want to get another one, so ill probably start thinking of and drawing possible future tattoos.
i want to go to las vegas again, i also want to visit seattle, and i wouldnt mind going to denver and portland to see what they are like.
furthermore, id like to go bowling.
when did i become such a fucking loser? when did i become a person who has no friends and spends his nights, every single night laying in bed watching tv? how the hell did that happen? im just so pissed at myself, of course its all my fault. but i dont think i could turn it around at this point even if i really tried.. well ok maybe, but there are reasons why i dont really try.. and this really isnt very important anyway.. more importantly..
im in college for accounting, i really dont want to be an accountant, i really dont know what i want to do, im pretty sure im not cut out to be a professional of any sort. oh yea, and blah blah blah blabbity boo..
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