withdrawal=insomnia
Another sleepless night. its 3:45 AM and i have to be up by six. i cant get myself to sleep. fuck depression. fuck withdrawal. fuck insomnia. fuck me.
I need to find a way to center myself and find balance before i go insane again.
P.S. my NA partner OD'd again. and now she off to rehab.
im still clean, but hanging by a thread.
im going insane.
i cant sleep, i shake and sweat when i try to sleep. im super jumpy and i can barely concentrate on anything. im even having a hard time playing guitar lately. i need to get a hold of myself.
I need to find a way to center myself and find balance before i go insane again.
P.S. my NA partner OD'd again. and now she off to rehab.
im still clean, but hanging by a thread.
im going insane.
i cant sleep, i shake and sweat when i try to sleep. im super jumpy and i can barely concentrate on anything. im even having a hard time playing guitar lately. i need to get a hold of myself.