I forgot i had one of these. so whats new with me ( Read more... )

Random thoughts, they come and go

But you’re always on my mind

You have my heart, even though

You never will be mine

Passion burns like a fire

Within your blue green eyes

My heart’s full of desire

But your mouth is full of lies

You tell me that you want me

You tell me that you care

It teases and it taunts me

But I know its isn’t ( Read more... )

I wish i could go just one week without getting completely fucked over. as of tonight im completely screwed. my cars fucked and i have no idea what to do about it. im so fucking screwed. fuck. life sucks right now.

5:30 AM Insomnia

Dark
The Swirling clouds of smoke
Spiraling above my head
As I exhale the sweet fumes
That will lead to my death
Dark
The Amber nectar in my cup
That will lead to another night
I can't remember
Full of regrets
With my head
In yet another
Porcelain shrine of tonight
Dark
The lines under my eyes
From another sleepless night
Alone thinking
Of another ( Read more... )

Why, in my life, do i have periods when everything is quiet, not good, just quiet; and then, all of the sudden, the world turns into a suckfest. heres the story of my life right now.....
Boy meets girl
Girl leads boy on
Boy falls for girl
Girl goes with another boy
repeat
and then.....
Shit from past brought back
Dead friends
Dead friends parents blame me
I ( Read more... )

Unrequited Love

The clouds roll in above my head

But the rain, it never came

It all goes black ‘till lightning strikes

But the rain, it never came

The Forecast says I’m drowning

The news said stay inside

The siren roars and power’s out

But I’m really not sure why

I haven’t seen the sun for days

But the rain, it never came

The wind begins to pierce my soul

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Thrown Away

I’m slowly going nowhere

Faster than before

Like faded worn out denim

Thrown upon the floor

Begging to be clean again

And worn some sunny day

Knowing that more likely

I will be thrown away

I wish someone would patch me

And wear me once again

But for faded worn out denim

It’s the beginning of the end

I used to be your favorite

But now I’m in the ( Read more... )

I met someone that i really like. The problem is she's my neighbor and i think im completely stuck in the friend zone. I'm tottally crushin hard on her. She seems perfect for me. She beautiful, fun, smart, funny, and irish. I love being with her. we get along amazing. she was one of those people that as soon as you meet them you feel completely ( Read more... )

At Least Not All The Time

I want someone to hold my hand
To smile with
Who understands

I need someone who will be true
To take my heart
And give there’s too

I want someone who’s not afraid
To laugh at the mistakes they’ve made
To cry when things are not okay
To not just need to have there way
At least not all the time
At least not all the time

I ( Read more... )

I moved into my new appartment yesterday. Seminole oaks in Tallahassee, Florida. Its amazing, but the walls are paper thin and ive heard sex 4 times already today. i met some of my neighbors and they seem cool. Some of em are pretty cute, guys and girls, i signed up for two classes for now. Intro to music history, and British Literature. I need to ( Read more... )