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Ah, comfort eating. I love Ben and Jerry's.
A lot of drama at work today which I'm not going to get into, but I was in tears and I'm still fairly upset so.
D'you know the thing that I hate the most about crying? The way it stops you from making perfectly rational points because you know that if you speak your voice will crack and bubble in a most undignified manner, and then you'll ACTUALLY be crying instead of just standing with your lips kind of trembling and your eyes feeling a little more liquidy than they usually do. I mean, anything could cause that. You might just have the flu. Or a headcold. Or worms in your brain. So you're reduced to sort of standing and nodding so that you don't make an even BIGGER fool of yourself.
I tend to cry most when I feel like I've disappointed someone.
I sometimes wish that communication could be done by some weird hybrid of speaking and writing. Sign language, maybe. You get all the nuance of body language without the fear of bursting into tears mid-sentence.
I can't fucking WAIT until September.
A lot of drama at work today which I'm not going to get into, but I was in tears and I'm still fairly upset so.
D'you know the thing that I hate the most about crying? The way it stops you from making perfectly rational points because you know that if you speak your voice will crack and bubble in a most undignified manner, and then you'll ACTUALLY be crying instead of just standing with your lips kind of trembling and your eyes feeling a little more liquidy than they usually do. I mean, anything could cause that. You might just have the flu. Or a headcold. Or worms in your brain. So you're reduced to sort of standing and nodding so that you don't make an even BIGGER fool of yourself.
I tend to cry most when I feel like I've disappointed someone.
I sometimes wish that communication could be done by some weird hybrid of speaking and writing. Sign language, maybe. You get all the nuance of body language without the fear of bursting into tears mid-sentence.
I can't fucking WAIT until September.