it's got me begging on my hands and knees.

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So yeah.

I'm... not good. At all.

As in, on-the-edge not good.

Shay's abandoned me, effectively. And with everything else going on, I didn't need that.

So yeah.

I had my i need you playlist on all day today. I think that shows.

And I wrote three drabbles in an hour. Which never happens unless something is wrong.

And something is definitely wrong.

So.

I'm going to bed and somewhat hoping that I don't wake up.

But I know I will.