Dir en grey / Kaoru x Toshiya / Butterflies and Hurricanes
Title: Butterflies and Hurricanes
Author: bl4ckm4lice
Fandom: Dir en grey
Claim: Kaoru Niikura x Toshimasa Hara
Prompt: Muse - Butterflies and Hurricanes
Word Count: 383
Rating: FRT
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: na-ah, not mine
Author's Notes: Beta-ed by yohaly @ aarin forum. Made for fic_cd_mix
Link to table: here
You look nervous as hell. Of course you would. Everyone else have the same expression anyway.
Actually, it’s odd that I’m the one who feels calm. This blood type A who frets over nothing and demand perfection above all. I guess I want to give you support, and I can’t do that while feeling nervous myself.
The cigarette on your hand trembled a bit along with your fingers. I had to smile a bit. If you turn your head and see me now, you would get pissed and asked what’s so funny. You always get annoyed easily when you’re nervous.
Ah… I want to kiss you right now. But I know you’ll kick me so I’d have to settle for only wanting to.
I want to tell you that everything’s going to be alright. Yes, I can tell how much pressure you’re feeling right now. You’re our new bassist and this is our first live together. I want to tell you that I can’t wait any longer. This is, after all, the moment I’ve been fighting for. Getting you inside the band wasn’t easy at all. Added to that, you had to consider my feelings too.
The previous band had come down. We’ve been called.
Let’s go, Toshiya.
We can do it. You can do it.
There will surely be rough times ahead, but we’ll manage. Forget that you’re just a boy from Nagano. Forget that our band had just started. Remember that you have the best talents around you. Including your own.
After that, you can laugh at your former band mates who disregard your talent. You can confidently say to your parents, “I can make a living with music.” Just don’t boast to the girls because I wouldn’t let you.
Suddenly you turned to me.
I was a bit surprised by the sudden move, even more surprised when your hand reached out to mine.
This is the first time that you’re asking for my support. This is the first time you initiate something between us. Our relationship is still so early and a bit forceful from my side too. You’re always hesitant to do anything, although most of the time you surrender to me.
I squeeze your hand and stare right into your eyes.
This is it.
Our time is now.
***
The end~
Author: bl4ckm4lice
Fandom: Dir en grey
Claim: Kaoru Niikura x Toshimasa Hara
Prompt: Muse - Butterflies and Hurricanes
Word Count: 383
Rating: FRT
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: na-ah, not mine
Author's Notes: Beta-ed by yohaly @ aarin forum. Made for fic_cd_mix
Link to table: here
You look nervous as hell. Of course you would. Everyone else have the same expression anyway.
Actually, it’s odd that I’m the one who feels calm. This blood type A who frets over nothing and demand perfection above all. I guess I want to give you support, and I can’t do that while feeling nervous myself.
The cigarette on your hand trembled a bit along with your fingers. I had to smile a bit. If you turn your head and see me now, you would get pissed and asked what’s so funny. You always get annoyed easily when you’re nervous.
Ah… I want to kiss you right now. But I know you’ll kick me so I’d have to settle for only wanting to.
I want to tell you that everything’s going to be alright. Yes, I can tell how much pressure you’re feeling right now. You’re our new bassist and this is our first live together. I want to tell you that I can’t wait any longer. This is, after all, the moment I’ve been fighting for. Getting you inside the band wasn’t easy at all. Added to that, you had to consider my feelings too.
The previous band had come down. We’ve been called.
Let’s go, Toshiya.
We can do it. You can do it.
There will surely be rough times ahead, but we’ll manage. Forget that you’re just a boy from Nagano. Forget that our band had just started. Remember that you have the best talents around you. Including your own.
After that, you can laugh at your former band mates who disregard your talent. You can confidently say to your parents, “I can make a living with music.” Just don’t boast to the girls because I wouldn’t let you.
Suddenly you turned to me.
I was a bit surprised by the sudden move, even more surprised when your hand reached out to mine.
This is the first time that you’re asking for my support. This is the first time you initiate something between us. Our relationship is still so early and a bit forceful from my side too. You’re always hesitant to do anything, although most of the time you surrender to me.
I squeeze your hand and stare right into your eyes.
This is it.
Our time is now.
***
The end~