Why?

Feb 21, 2008 22:18

I've always been a brilliant flautist, and playing the flute is one of the main parts of my life. But now I can't play anymore because it hurts too much to hold my instrument. I've tried and I've tried and I've tried just to keep going and bear with the pain but it's too much. It's so bad now that I can't stand up after a few minutes and I can't play without crying.

I was going to go and study music at university. I wanted to keep playing in my local youth orchestra. But now I can't. All of my dreams are ruined.

I don't know what to do. I can't live without flute. My flute is a part of me. But I just can't play anymore.

Why did fibromyalgia have to stop me from doing one of the things that I love most? Why?

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