i thought it was still 10 but its 11 now -12-06
For the last time I'm sick of this maniacl bull hat I really just need a new dance my last face a new thorn to pierce through the dead skin of my families best china built like a fuckin rock I need a new fix I need to let loose a life but I need to hold down the fort I can't play around so what am I supposed to do I'm a fucked up person too much bad has happened to keep me in that real I'm not innocent I'm a stupid bitch because someone told me I was the shit but really I just turned into it the shit I don't really want to breathe anymore I'm tired I hope someday my life will turn back to normal back to trust but I doubt it that fucker has scarred me forever if I ever see him by himself again I'm going to seduce him and rip his fucking balls off and feed them to him before I slit this throat the end.