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[fever__sleeves]

i am so horribly discusted with myself.
discusted with my life.
discusted with other people.
discusted with fucking everything.im a terrible awful person. my will is not good. i act on impulse. im a hyprocrite. i dont make the right decisions. im obsessed with pleasing everyone who matters the least and not concerned with pleasing anyone who

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[____artifact]

Get the fuck over it.
Laura, god damnit you are a a beautiful person. You are an artist, and you make beautiful things. Haven't you learned yet that there is beauty in faults? The way you describe yourself doesn't make you sound like a bad person, all it makes you is something other than what society deems "normal". This is actually a good thing if you think about it. All the "normal" things, aren't normal at all. They're just 'socially acceptable' and 'appropriate'.
FUCK THAT
When you down, wouldn't you rather be able to say that you did it your way? Sure, there is a risk in doing things your way, but so what?
Maybe your way will end up being better than the "right" way.
Fuck being appropriate and living by the standards of others. Follow your heart, always.
Life is too short not to.

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p.s. I hope you haven't read that yet, because I forgot to mention. I love you!!

[fever__sleeves]

aw alice, i love you too <3
thanks darling.

[trashyclass]

hey laura.
I just found your journal. And I must say I'v known you for years tho maybe not very well, but if you feel your a doing yourself wrong then you know your mind is thinking straight and if you build up that will and you stop doing things that make you lose respect for yourself you will become a happier person.

I'm not saying stop doing drugs or anything but if you arnt happy with the fact that you do so many maybe you should seek help because judging from this it seems like its breaking you up emotionally.

wow I dont know why I'm typing this when I dont even speak to you that often, but when I read this I just felt this was so similar to how I felt not too long ago. So I felt I should put in my 2 cents.

feel better.

p.s. add me if you like

[fever__sleeves]

ill add you fo sho <3

im feeling a little better today then when i wrote this.. but i do still feel i need to work on some things.

thanks for the 2 cents. :)