U. N. I. VERSITY :D
oi oi!!!
uni is fuckin cool man. i just started doin proper projects yesterday afetr an eternity of safety inductions :S
made some cool mates so far and im getting into it finally. did portrait stuff yesterday and today was sculpting this abstract piece im making on religion...it didnt start off in this context but hey, u gotta let it take u where it wants to go i spose.
fell out with daz a bit yesterday and spend a long long time crying. proper crying, like when u are shaking and u just cant stop. its all pent up emtion i think. i havent seen him for fuckin ages now and i miss him so much its killing me. i cant wait till the weekend when he comes back from wales. all 6 of his prezzies have arrived now and i have started to stress about whether or not he will like them. oh well, will find out on sun. aww he only gonna be 19. i have no idea what im gonna do for my 21st yet :S
i hope i do make daz happy. he has been ill recently and has had a big shock startin uni and moving away from home, but i just hope that being with me is some consolation. i would be so happy if the nest time he saw me he was uncontrollably excited and happy. he doesnt seem to display any kind of emotion very often. exactly like my mum :(
argh i dont know what to get ruth for her 21st :( i just have absolutely no idea.
anyways, seein sfa at academy tomorrow with rich. wish daz was comin:( matt is gonna be there...boooo...i know he is gonna blank me, and that will hurt cause i havent done anythin to him. ooh i wish we could all just get along.
so i plan to chat to my wonderful boyfriend now for an hour and then go to bed. alone unfortunately. :(
uni is fuckin cool man. i just started doin proper projects yesterday afetr an eternity of safety inductions :S
made some cool mates so far and im getting into it finally. did portrait stuff yesterday and today was sculpting this abstract piece im making on religion...it didnt start off in this context but hey, u gotta let it take u where it wants to go i spose.
fell out with daz a bit yesterday and spend a long long time crying. proper crying, like when u are shaking and u just cant stop. its all pent up emtion i think. i havent seen him for fuckin ages now and i miss him so much its killing me. i cant wait till the weekend when he comes back from wales. all 6 of his prezzies have arrived now and i have started to stress about whether or not he will like them. oh well, will find out on sun. aww he only gonna be 19. i have no idea what im gonna do for my 21st yet :S
i hope i do make daz happy. he has been ill recently and has had a big shock startin uni and moving away from home, but i just hope that being with me is some consolation. i would be so happy if the nest time he saw me he was uncontrollably excited and happy. he doesnt seem to display any kind of emotion very often. exactly like my mum :(
argh i dont know what to get ruth for her 21st :( i just have absolutely no idea.
anyways, seein sfa at academy tomorrow with rich. wish daz was comin:( matt is gonna be there...boooo...i know he is gonna blank me, and that will hurt cause i havent done anythin to him. ooh i wish we could all just get along.
so i plan to chat to my wonderful boyfriend now for an hour and then go to bed. alone unfortunately. :(