Mar 15, 2009 23:28
When I was in English Lit in grade 12, I hated my life. I'd never been so overwhelmed by the amount of work I had to do. While it was one of my favourite subjects, it pushed me to limits I'd never had to reach before. I may not have spent as many hours as I did in my PreCal, Chem, or Physics courses during lunch hours for extra help, but I've never put more effort into a course before in my life.
I've also never felt more accomplished in an academic sense upon completion.
I really hope that 4100 is the same, because if this is all for nothing in the end - if I don't feel that sense of accomplishment, I don't know if I'll be able to handle it.
I guess I just figured it'd be truly challenged academically sometime before my third year of university, and it's coming as a bit of a shock now.