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Oh god. My stomach is in epic knots.
Justin and Heather were having a party on Wednesday, and a good 15-ish people showed up, including Michael (who I went to ACC with and is now working at my old job?!) and lots of other friendly faces.
But damn. DAMN DAMN DAMN. They invited me to the Blizzard Holiday Party. I don't know why I agreed.
I don't know why I'm so nervous, really. What the hell?
I kind of wish I believed in some effigy of a higher being at these times.
I can easily settle my mind and calm myself down, but I just feel like praying for mercy instead.
Lordy loo. This is gonna be ridiculous.
I've been meaning to kidnap Jesse during lunch for the past couple days... I should probably do that today. He's had to calm me down plenty o' times. Kept me from quitting my job at least twice.
I'm rambling. I'm waiting for the dye in my hair to finish processing. If I don't ramble, I'm just gonna sit here and get even more nervous.
*sigh*
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Justin and Heather were having a party on Wednesday, and a good 15-ish people showed up, including Michael (who I went to ACC with and is now working at my old job?!) and lots of other friendly faces.
But damn. DAMN DAMN DAMN. They invited me to the Blizzard Holiday Party. I don't know why I agreed.
I don't know why I'm so nervous, really. What the hell?
I kind of wish I believed in some effigy of a higher being at these times.
I can easily settle my mind and calm myself down, but I just feel like praying for mercy instead.
Lordy loo. This is gonna be ridiculous.
I've been meaning to kidnap Jesse during lunch for the past couple days... I should probably do that today. He's had to calm me down plenty o' times. Kept me from quitting my job at least twice.
I'm rambling. I'm waiting for the dye in my hair to finish processing. If I don't ramble, I'm just gonna sit here and get even more nervous.
*sigh*
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