Letting the inner bitch out
Letting her out after ten hours at work and then 20 mins on the phone with tech support to make sure I could login to work from home that is. Yay. Or not.
My day was full of reviewing people, including myself. And of course I left the hardest one until last, and this year it is not my our self eval, no no no it is one of my employees. It's so hard to find something positive to write about this employee, I am wondering how professional it would be to write in the overall comments "You suck in three distinct ways: So Hard, So Bad, and Wicked Bad." No? Not professional at all? Crap. Now I really have to write it huh? Well shit.
And of course, part two this is the LAST thing I HAVE to do before I go on vacation. Stupid stupid stupid. Leaving the hardest thing for last. This is only going to make tomorrow even longer. Not to mention the fact that my co worker, Mr. Sourpuss is out, and I am head bitch in charge. AND I need to go in late to see my therapist in the morning.* Leaving this review to last was dumb, and yet I did it anyway. Avoidance much?
I am indeed looking forward to my trip though. I am also desperately trying to remain easy going with the planning on this one. We don't have hotels lined up yet nor all the stops or even the fun stuffs we're going to do. This is SO not how I vacation, at all. But the person I am going with has experience doing this and I need to try something new and that's what vacations are for. Plus when I come back and can overbook and plan to my hearts content.
Oh oh and the WORST part of today? Me and my fat ass ripped my work pants before I left the house this morning. Yes you can laugh, I kind of did, or at least am trying to. Thus I was late this morning because I had to sit on the floor of the bathroom sewing them back together so I could wear them to work today. Perhaps I should have taken that as a sign....
*Which by the way I am so not looking forward to going to see her, talk about how shitty work is and then have to go in to DO it. I am dreading the order of operations.
My day was full of reviewing people, including myself. And of course I left the hardest one until last, and this year it is not my our self eval, no no no it is one of my employees. It's so hard to find something positive to write about this employee, I am wondering how professional it would be to write in the overall comments "You suck in three distinct ways: So Hard, So Bad, and Wicked Bad." No? Not professional at all? Crap. Now I really have to write it huh? Well shit.
And of course, part two this is the LAST thing I HAVE to do before I go on vacation. Stupid stupid stupid. Leaving the hardest thing for last. This is only going to make tomorrow even longer. Not to mention the fact that my co worker, Mr. Sourpuss is out, and I am head bitch in charge. AND I need to go in late to see my therapist in the morning.* Leaving this review to last was dumb, and yet I did it anyway. Avoidance much?
I am indeed looking forward to my trip though. I am also desperately trying to remain easy going with the planning on this one. We don't have hotels lined up yet nor all the stops or even the fun stuffs we're going to do. This is SO not how I vacation, at all. But the person I am going with has experience doing this and I need to try something new and that's what vacations are for. Plus when I come back and can overbook and plan to my hearts content.
Oh oh and the WORST part of today? Me and my fat ass ripped my work pants before I left the house this morning. Yes you can laugh, I kind of did, or at least am trying to. Thus I was late this morning because I had to sit on the floor of the bathroom sewing them back together so I could wear them to work today. Perhaps I should have taken that as a sign....
*Which by the way I am so not looking forward to going to see her, talk about how shitty work is and then have to go in to DO it. I am dreading the order of operations.