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Everyone has someone that the miss dearly whether it be a relative, friend or boyfriend. Recently, I have been learning what it means to miss people. It can be a good thing and a bad thing. Missing someone is no fun, because obviously they're not there when you want them to be, but it also proves a point. When you miss someone it shows you just how much they mean to you and your life. There's are millions of reasons to miss a person, but most of the time there is one reason or another why they can't be near you. For example, I always miss my parents. I am sooo super close with mom and dad and I had so much fun hanging with my dad this summer since he was home in the morning i got to see him quite a bit! It was really nice!!! Mom was home at night so I got to hang out with her quite a bit as well - This summer was tons of one on one time with both parents and I like that. I am so glad that my parents and I have such a close relationship. So many kids today don't have that and i feel sorry for them. Having two supporting parents has helped me out so much that words can't describe it.
Another person I miss is Ken. I met this guy when i was finishing up my school year last spring. I only knew him for three weeks and we went on one date, but we've continued talking almost daily when possible despite his overseas departure to japan. I miss the guy so damn much!!! Alot of people don't understand it - hell half the time neither do i. All i know is that I'm happy and I like that feeling. I'm finally happy with someone. i had someone suggest that if I'm this happy when he's gone, that I may have just found my soul mate, but i don't know.. I want to believe that, but then again it's so hard. I say I love you to him everytime he leaves me and you know what?? I mean it! I love everything about him. so far now, I"m going to continue on the path that i'm on and see where it leads me. I'm not sure what will happen, but I'm willing to be patient and let life happen.
I think the next person on my list is going to be Allen, he hasn't left just yet, but he's leaving for the airforce. He and I spent a lot of time together this summer doing a whole lot of nothing. I got super close with him adn was extremely happy to get that far. when he told me that he was going to join the airforce it was a very bittersweet moment. I was glad that he found something he really wanted to do, but i knew taht meant i'd be losing another person that i'm close to. I'm actually going all the way back to yale so taht i can go spend one last weekend with him, cause i'm going to miss him big time. I really hope i don't cry when i hug him goodbye on sunday. If I do - I do. I wish him the best of luck and hope that he gets to where he wants to be in life! I'm sure he will do his best to keep in contact he's not going to be easy to get rid of thank god!!! He'll be in the states still for a while so it's not like i can't call him or vice versa, but still...
I guess for now that's it, tho I'm sure there's more people to mention. If I talked about everyone and anyone this thing would never end...
FYI: Here's ken.. I know you already know what he looks like manders and you're probably the only person who'll read it, but I"m putting it on here anyways
Another person I miss is Ken. I met this guy when i was finishing up my school year last spring. I only knew him for three weeks and we went on one date, but we've continued talking almost daily when possible despite his overseas departure to japan. I miss the guy so damn much!!! Alot of people don't understand it - hell half the time neither do i. All i know is that I'm happy and I like that feeling. I'm finally happy with someone. i had someone suggest that if I'm this happy when he's gone, that I may have just found my soul mate, but i don't know.. I want to believe that, but then again it's so hard. I say I love you to him everytime he leaves me and you know what?? I mean it! I love everything about him. so far now, I"m going to continue on the path that i'm on and see where it leads me. I'm not sure what will happen, but I'm willing to be patient and let life happen.
I think the next person on my list is going to be Allen, he hasn't left just yet, but he's leaving for the airforce. He and I spent a lot of time together this summer doing a whole lot of nothing. I got super close with him adn was extremely happy to get that far. when he told me that he was going to join the airforce it was a very bittersweet moment. I was glad that he found something he really wanted to do, but i knew taht meant i'd be losing another person that i'm close to. I'm actually going all the way back to yale so taht i can go spend one last weekend with him, cause i'm going to miss him big time. I really hope i don't cry when i hug him goodbye on sunday. If I do - I do. I wish him the best of luck and hope that he gets to where he wants to be in life! I'm sure he will do his best to keep in contact he's not going to be easy to get rid of thank god!!! He'll be in the states still for a while so it's not like i can't call him or vice versa, but still...
I guess for now that's it, tho I'm sure there's more people to mention. If I talked about everyone and anyone this thing would never end...
FYI: Here's ken.. I know you already know what he looks like manders and you're probably the only person who'll read it, but I"m putting it on here anyways