May 21, 2006 21:34
So my life until the present: (in random order)
Tonight was the series finale of Charmed - it should have been two hours, but after weeks of suck - it was a much appropriate finish. I cried, but I always cry... so it was good, but I am sad it's gone.
I am moving - to where? I dunno yet, but I hope to have that solved by the end of this week. And my lovely boyfriend will be moving up here with me. I will get to see his smiling face everyday that I wake up and everynight as I go to sleep. I will finally have "our" place. I'm so excited to move in with him and I'm so glad that he's just as excited to spend all his time with me as well.
I have a list of places I want to call tomorrow to check prices, occupancy, utilities ecetera... all those things I hate doing for moving. But only 6 weeks to go and I will be living with my love, wherever I find us a place.
Only about a month left of school. I'm smack in the middle of OS3 - which is GI physiology and anatomy, Endocrine anatomy and physiology, Reproductive anatomy and physiology, general anatomy of the abdomen and pelvis. My classes are starting to draw to a close and I can hardly believe I'm through the first chapter in my life as a doctor. I've finished year one (soon anyway). And through this time I've fallen more and more in love with Grant (which I thought would be impossible from all the talk I had heard about relationships that fail in the first year of med school). I am eagerly looking forward to my shadowing over the summer and working in the bookstore, and getting to know Grant as my housemate.
My roomates are still socially retarded as it pertains to me. I was talking to Jen in the afternoon and she mentions she was going to go hang out with whitney then go have a smores party with a group of people. Ok, cool... as per usual, I'm not invited (i'm getting used to that). Anywho. I eat cheesecake and settle down for an evening of studying and talking to Grant (once he finished dinner). I get a call at 8pm from Jen saying i should go to Rudy's for smores. Reluctant at first, I decide to go. It was generally pretty fun, lots of people - then I hear there was an email sent out to most of them, even when Chunny shows up, she had gotten the email. Which makes me feel even more like that sad pathetic roomate who got invited b/c her roomate felt bad for her. Did she have to ask if my presence was allowed. Then later she said it wasn't like it was exclusive and sorry she didn't email me too. So I said "hey, it's ok, I get it, you guys just don't like hanging out w/ me" and she said " I don't know what to say when you say things like that" - I was sort of teasing and I said as much, but half of me was serious. I mean how much extra effort does it take to add my email if you like my company.
I did the best out of any exam on OS2 - which psyched me up a bit, but I totally sucked on my clincical skills. I just hope i don't have to remediate. that would blow.
Tomorrow we dissect the anal triangle - what a way to start the week.
I've been lonely this weekend, wish I had just jumped on that plane friday instead of second-guessing. I miss Grant. And with him coming up soon I don't know if there will be time to visit - maybe right after I finish with school for a few days. Be a nice reprieve after the flurry of the end of the year.
Oh yeah - had some skillety chicken thing from the refridgerator section - can microwave or pan warm up, but I added some steamed broccoli to it and had it over rice pilaf, since I didn't feel like making real rice. Then I had the last of my cheese cake from last week with the fresh pineapple I cut up today. Hopefully this week I will eat well and maybe if I can motivate myself I will start some form of exercising.
I guess that's it. Hopefully I'll have good news soon.