In a vote of 99 brain cells to 1 I've decided to attempt to figure out what the heck you just rambled on about >_<.
"I got this really nice message about how courageous I am to be able to be myself and not hide my gayness. Whoo-pee. Look at me, I'm gay." - You are very happy and happy to show it =P
"Well - Wait. I was about to say that one thing is going well. But if that's also part of the chaos... That's really depressing to think about. I mean... Apparently we're getting along really well... Almost boyfriend-ish well, but yeah, that hasn't been brought up for obvious reasons. Wait, this doesn't make sense to anyone but me... Blah, who cares. Those of you who really know, know... Yeah, I think I might be making a dire mistake once again. But, meh, I've been known to bounce back from those occassionaly. I think that might be a major issue in my life right now - the idea that He and I might actually be... becoming friendly... and more than just that. Oh my God, I dont even want to think about it. Whatever, I dont know. I'm really upset that I'm thinking these retarded thoughts. I should just back-track and read previous entries, no? :-) " -Hmm, there's a whole number of possibilites for this one: A: You're friends with a great guy who accepts you for who you are but you don't want to risk that friendship by doing something 'spur of the moment' (such as glomping him in a moment of uncontrolloble lust) only to find out he doesn't return those feelings/likes girls. B: You're friends with a great guy who is too dense to notice you prefer men (I've been that guy before...) and hasn't even thought of the possiblity that you enjoy that kind of company. You glomp him in a moment of uncontrollable lust and he is surprised but shrugs it off/is disgusted and the friendship is kaput. C: You're friends with a great guy and the two of you are very open with your feelings for one another. He likes you, you like him, there's glomping and a few hours of things that myself as a straight man would prefer not to think about.
I figure between the three possibilities and the sub-possibilities there are 5 outcomes, only one of which can be considered to be "bad". Math says go for the glomp.
I say do what you feel: if you feel like hugging him, hug him. If you feel like kissing him, kiss him. If you feel like [editor: inappropriate verb was used here, please replace it Lanky], then ride into the sunset.
I don't know if that helped at all. I'm a just a big carpe diem kinda guy.
"I got this really nice message about how courageous I am to be able to be myself and not hide my gayness. Whoo-pee. Look at me, I'm gay."
- You are very happy and happy to show it =P
"Well - Wait. I was about to say that one thing is going well. But if that's also part of the chaos... That's really depressing to think about. I mean... Apparently we're getting along really well... Almost boyfriend-ish well, but yeah, that hasn't been brought up for obvious reasons. Wait, this doesn't make sense to anyone but me... Blah, who cares. Those of you who really know, know... Yeah, I think I might be making a dire mistake once again. But, meh, I've been known to bounce back from those occassionaly. I think that might be a major issue in my life right now - the idea that He and I might actually be... becoming friendly... and more than just that. Oh my God, I dont even want to think about it. Whatever, I dont know. I'm really upset that I'm thinking these retarded thoughts. I should just back-track and read previous entries, no? :-) "
-Hmm, there's a whole number of possibilites for this one:
A: You're friends with a great guy who accepts you for who you are but you don't want to risk that friendship by doing something 'spur of the moment' (such as glomping him in a moment of uncontrolloble lust) only to find out he doesn't return those feelings/likes girls.
B: You're friends with a great guy who is too dense to notice you prefer men (I've been that guy before...) and hasn't even thought of the possiblity that you enjoy that kind of company. You glomp him in a moment of uncontrollable lust and he is surprised but shrugs it off/is disgusted and the friendship is kaput.
C: You're friends with a great guy and the two of you are very open with your feelings for one another. He likes you, you like him, there's glomping and a few hours of things that myself as a straight man would prefer not to think about.
I figure between the three possibilities and the sub-possibilities there are 5 outcomes, only one of which can be considered to be "bad". Math says go for the glomp.
I say do what you feel: if you feel like hugging him, hug him. If you feel like kissing him, kiss him. If you feel like [editor: inappropriate verb was used here, please replace it Lanky], then ride into the sunset.
I don't know if that helped at all. I'm a just a big carpe diem kinda guy.
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